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I woke up early morning,
It still was dark,
not a star to lit up the grim sky,
not a murmur to break the silence stark,

What woke me up from troubled sleep,
panting as if, immersed neck deep,
veins pulsating as time flies,
heart beating as if caught in a lie.

What am I doing, is this all true ?
where world stands adversary, will I make it through ?
her divine beauty, my love so pure,
will they ever unison, I m not so sure.

Its all your fault, you planted that seed,
and when I need you, you don't pay heed,
I m alone, and I don't want to cry,
my heart aches, my spirits die.

So often I try to build this guilt in my mind,
life was at stake, choice was mine,
but deep inside me someone knocks and says,
you followed your heart true were your ways.